Chapter 1
Sable''s POV
I straddled Darrell, my breasts bouncing as I rode him
hard. My hands pressed flat against his chest for leverage while my hair
fell in wild waves over my shoulders. His cock filled me completely,
stretching me with each deep thrust upward.
Fuck, Sable... he groaned,
but something in his voice felt distant.
His hands gripped my ass, guiding
my movements as I ground my hips against him. I could feel every inch of
him sliding in and out of my slick pussy, but his eyes kept drifting away
from mine.
Look at me, I demanded, cupping his face roughly.
His gaze
snapped back. "You''re so fucking beautiful."
The words should have made me
wet with desire, but they felt empty. I pushed the thought away, bouncing
harder on his thick length. My clit rubbed against his pelvis with each
downward motion, sending sparks through my core.
When he suddenly flipped
us over, I gasped as he pinned my wrists above my head. His weight pressed
me into the mattress as he drove into me with renewed force. I wrapped my
legs around his waist, my heels digging into his lower back.
Harder, I
moaned, tilting my hips to take him deeper.
He complied, his cock hitting
that perfect spot inside me that made my vision blur. My pussy clenched
around him greedily, desperate for more friction.
Darrell... I''m close...
My breath came in ragged pants.
Yeah... me too. His thrusts became
erratic, but something felt mechanical about the way he moved.
The pressure
built low in my belly, that familiar tightening that made my toes curl
against the sheets. My nipples were hard peaks against his chest as he
pounded into me. As I teetered on the edge of climax, I whispered the
words I''d been repeating for years.
Mark me... please, mark me now...
He
paused mid-thrust, his cock still buried deep inside me. The hesitation
lasted only seconds, but I felt it like a cold splash of water.
"Sable, we
talked about this... I want to give you a proper ceremony first."
Disappointment crashed through me even as my body screamed for release.
But I want to be yours completely...
"You are mine... just... let me plan
something special, okay?"
*Maybe he really does want to give me a perfect
marking ceremony...* I told myself, choosing hope over the growing doubt.
He resumed his rhythm, and we climaxed together. My pussy spasmed around
his cock as he came inside me, filling me with his hot release. My back
arched off the bed as pleasure crashed over me in waves.
Afterward, I
curled against his chest while he absently stroked my hair. His fingers
moved through the strands, but his eyes stared at the ceiling like he was
solving some complex equation.
What are you thinking about? I traced
circles on his skin.
Nothing important... just work stuff. His voice was
tight.
You work too hard. Maybe we should take a vacation soon?
"Yeah...
maybe."
The conversation died there. I wanted to press, to ask why he
seemed so distracted lately, but exhaustion was pulling me under. Instead,
I let myself remember how we got here.
*Three years ago, I was still Sable
Crawford, daughter of Crawford Pack Alpha Rodrigo. My father wanted me to
accept an arranged marriage with Lycan King Caelan Blackwood. I refused to
become a political pawn and fled after a massive fight with Dad. I came to
Moonridge with a new identity, telling everyone I was an orphan. That''s
where I met Darrell - Alpha of the Hawthorne Pack.*
*We recognized each
other as fated mates almost immediately. For three years, I thought I''d
found my happily ever after. Sure, he always said he wanted to wait for
the perfect moment to mark me, but I believed he was just being
romantic.*
When Darrell got up for a shower, I decided to surprise him with
a late-night snack. I slipped on his oversized button-down and padded
downstairs to the kitchen. Making him a sandwich and warming some milk
felt domestic and right.
I carried the tray back upstairs and leaned over
to place the tray on the desk, my elbow accidentally bumped the laptop''s
trackpad. The screen lit up, and a chat window popped open in the corner.
Messages from someone named Camila filled the screen. My heart stopped.
The tray slipped from my suddenly numb fingers, landing with a soft thud
on the desk.
*"Darrell, I''m back. My flight lands at 2:30 AM tomorrow at
Moonridge Airport. Will you come pick me up?"*
*"I''ve been thinking about
you every day since I left. I was such a fool to choose my career over
you."*
*"I tried dating other men, but none of them could make me feel the
way you do... in every way."*
*"I know I hurt you, but my body has never
forgotten yours. I need you to forgive me... and I need you to fuck me
like you used to."*
*"I''m not wearing anything under this dress right now.
I want you to take me the moment we''re alone."*
Each message felt like a
physical blow. But what destroyed me completely was seeing Darrell''s
response appear in real-time. He was texting from the shower.
*"Camila, I
just want to know – do you still love me?"*
The contrast hit me like ice
water. He often ignored my texts for hours, claiming he was busy or
forgot. But here he was, instantly responding to her while water ran over
his naked body.
*He''s not too busy to reply. I''m just not important enough
for an immediate response.*
Her answer came within seconds: *"Yes, I only
love you."*
Then his final message: *"Good. I''ll come pick you up."*
My
world tilted sideways. I quickly minimized the chat window and stepped
back from the laptop, my hands shaking.
My chest felt like it was caving
in. Every breath hurt. Every heartbeat felt like it was tearing something
inside me apart.
I stumbled back downstairs to the kitchen, still clutching
the tray with the sandwich and milk I''d prepared for him. Setting it down
on the counter, I stared at the food I''d made with such care. It looked
innocent and pathetic now.
I picked it up and took a bite. Then another.
I forced myself to eat every crumb, to drink every drop of the milk I''d
warmed for him.
Tears streamed down my face, mixing salt with the sweetness
on my tongue. Each swallow felt like swallowing broken glass, but I kept
going until it was all gone.
*How could I have been so fucking
stupid? God, the way she wrote to him – like she owned him, like I was
just keeping his bed warm until she decided to come back.*
